like a stone

energy and matter play at different ways depending on the inputs: speed, temperature, time.

i believe we are still animals, and being animals that means we are living organisms; in other words, we are matter. as matter we are still able to stretch, bend, freeze, crack and all the other possibilities. all depends on the input.

matter is energy.

live gives us its energy in so many ways, and some times those ways get a little twisted, sudden not smooth. and when energy moves violently or concentrates in a single point things usually transform; sometimes they break.

applying punctual force to a surface can defeat its surface tension. dad likes to eat pecans from the trees, so we brings the nut cracker and gets the nut out of the shell. if you try to crack a coconut you will need to get another tool.

these last two weeks have been challenging somehow and got me thinking i'm more like a stone. a friend told me once my structures is like it, ready to take the hits and stand to them. but today i think i'm more like a rubber ball, it is easier to break the stone's surface by hitting over and over again. the rubber is not going to break.

the clown can go ahead and try to bring me down but he's not getting that from me. i will come back and do things right, and thinks of how to manage the issue, and not to panic and yell like a bitch at the slightest sign of pressure.

but for now, what i need is to hold on to... oh, no... i forgot my tea.