windy and cold

stepped out the door to find myself into the wild as the wind blows harder and harder, taking things away and around.

the door handle gets frozen but i need to keep going, expecting nothing but another day holding the mouse, but i'm almost done and i show the others my work and they still like it.

i spent the day eating nuts, drinking coffee and tea wondering what's really right or wrong. but it's a quiet day for one reason or another, i'm not interested anyways.

i get there as i thought i was ready for anything, but i was not. i just asked about her and just learn that she's coming, and my mind start playing games again.

but i could finally hear her voice again, and i felt her arms around me, and my mind still pays tricks on me.

and outside it's still windy and cold so she runs to the safe, but i don't know, still not sure if she's calling or she's going to disappear once again.