and the colors change

so there she goes again, trying paying games, but it's not gonna play 'cause my shoes are all worn out, for i've been walking too long.

for a moment all went to hell, dark and upside down, when i was once more on my own. happened so fast, so quick.

and i saw many angels in my heart.

one day it's hot and gets cold by night just like that, and i smell the nasty smoke but there's nothing i can do, not while i'm sitting here.

days pass by like the pages in the calendar and i can't see the change. still the shell has changed as the soul goes three steps back when i see her eyes.

felt so scared, and just the thoughts of what could have been, but i'm fine and i smile and know that those things did not happen, it was just the shell, and the shell will come back and feel the heart pumping fast, faster.

still i'm not afraid, and that gets me in trouble, time and time again. and i'm still not afraid, yet it gets me down... silly.

then i stop and gaze to the horizon as the colors change. and the shell keeps changing, don't know for how long.