so they call it tax day

traffic is low, the road is not as busy and the parking lot at work is almost empty. discounts at fast food places for salty junk and almost silence at the office space, but later most will be talking about it.

 

it is somehow curious there are still things i did not notice after 6 years, or maybe i noticed the first year and then forgot about them. but the weather is warm and gasoline went down a few cents.

 

last night i decided to have a week without the influence of music on my own, to let the sounds of my world get in and create my own state of mind. i keep thinking about her on the pay day and still touch her in my dreams wondering how she could be during the tax day.

 

and maybe this is because i can blame it all on her, since i gave her it all. and thinking it was only just a game.

 

i did my taxes early so this is not a holiday; i still need to find my holiday and i think it should come soon though i have to figure out what it is what i want to look at in the sky but the answer will come, as anything does.