spring

renewal, rebirth... all we get from the media.  the values of property...  to posses

 

and honoring the values of property is how much move into some kind of self destructive process by desire. want more valuables, more things but then if we can not get things we may focus on getting attributes, getting the attention

 

sometime earlier i was also told that is another way to steal, looking for, asking and getting the attention from people and sources we dont really need to. and so she stole my time, she stole my breathe and life

 

and anytime anywhere the answer is always the same, it is always in the same place. the only true lies within

 

so stepping within i found the lies i told myself and how she used them against me. or was it me? did i use my own lies to fool me around?

 

then when i look up i can see the part of myself that i am allowed to see, and i get the part of the turth that i can get and i can come back to myself. "walking like a one man army" and i can see i did no wrong, i made no difference, even though i still think of her i know she was never here, she was never truth

 

in the spring time of the year we fall under the promises of the big screen and pretend we are all the same, we are all in the nest like ants ant today is time to reproduce and live on, when it is always time to live on. we are far from the beginning now, there is no turning back

 

this morning i renew, this day i am born, this moment i choose. this moment i spring out